I will!

On my way to collect my race pack from AHM. As I sit in the bus and listen to my iPod, I was wondering so what have I achieved so far in my life...

And it only take less than a minute to make me feel rather depress about this topic. There is no great achievement in my life that I can call it mine. There is no longer a sense of adventure, a sense of excitement in my life. I have been living life day to day as it is. I have stop living.

I try to look back and try to find the day that it has happened but I cannot pin point the exact day. So how as I grow older, I lost my sense of adventure. I become more scared of failure. I try to fit in to the normal main stream...

I need to find back my sense of adventure. My courage to try new things and to fail. I need to live life on the edge. I need to stop wasting space.

I WILL LIVE MY LIVE ON THE EDGE. zuLeichtistzuLangweilig.

Time

One day, I woke up and all of a sudden. At an unexpected moment. I felt older. I feel that it is time that I should perhaps do something more meaningful with my life. I felt that what I am doing now lack a certain meaning, but I am at a lost of what to do exactly.

If were to die tomorrow, would I have any regrets?

The answer now is Yes.

How do I make it a No...